累！！！

你累了吗？

我真的累了！！！

最近，一大堆烦人的东西来见我。

来了一个又一个。。。没完没了

今天考试不顺利！

明天，又会怎样呢？

外表看起来很开心，内心世界却很悲、哀、冷。。。

很想走多一步，却感到害怕。

害怕得不到我想要的~结果！

我要的结果是什么，连我自己也搞不清楚

现在只能做的，只有“等”。

我承认，我真的很矛盾！

是谁？谁？谁？把我搞得那么累？

The presence of HIM

After the whole day of revision from library to my hostel's room,

Suddenly, I took my bible...automatically flipped to page 196 and looked at verse

Deuteronomy 6:4-5

"The LORD our God,the LORD

is one. Love the LORD your God with all your heart and

with all your soul and with all your strength."

Tears roll down.........This is the 1st time I had the feeling..is really unbelievable.

I had being apart from HIM for 4 years,

and ,just started to believe in HIM again.

The one I really want to thank is Jayne Tan....thanks a lot that

you didn't give up on me!!!

She brought me back to HIM...

and now I have found a really really really caring & loving spiritual family (CG-W47),

A wonderful & awesome House of God -City Harvest Church.

I will follow HIS footsteps everyday...

and I'll keep walking and seeking with you guys and gals!!!

I won't ever try to give up again...I PROMISED